One day I just woke up hating everything.
Went like this forever and still going. My mother doesn’t know how I feel about how every time I see an open window, to jump in front of her, just do she would feel bad about the horrible things she does.
I don’t have energy to “do it” but she’s fueling the meter.
But I’d still be too much of a wimp.
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Only one way to hate everything….and that is to start by hating yourself.
So why do you hate yourself and the woman who brought you into the world so much? Why do you hate at all? What do you get from it? Not meaning to be stupid….just trying to understand.
Namaste
Amakua
You mentioned that your Mom has done horrible things… and I’m sorry to read that. Life evolves… and will allow you to move past that chapter. School, work, hobbies, religion, etc. will let you move away from that environment and begin anew. Almost any situation can be passed… given some time and effort.