First, I was going to start off with a response to Laura22:
I found this excerpt online:Â Â Obsession is when you cannot function as a person on a daily basis without thinking about an object of affection. Love is mutually supportive, caring, and giving.
I wanted to explain. Â I have always been in love with her, but the obsessiveness didn’t kick in until some time later. Â About a year after I believe. Â And I still believe that it’s love even now. Â It’s just that the obsessiveness is present as well. Â I don’t enjoy admitting that I am obsessive. Â It hurts coming from other people, even if it is the truth.
I’m going to kind of rant about personal beliefs, characteristics, traits, and view points of mine. Â I feel really trapped in my mind, and I used to do this with jackie which she seemed to genuinely enjoy, and we’d have like all these intellectual conversations and stuff. Â So that’s why I kind of want to do this now, because i’ve had literally no one to speak to about anything for 1 month now.
I’m 5′ 10″, and 125-130 lbs. Â Definitely not some big buff guy, I’m on the skinny side.
Even though i am a guy, I dislike probably 70% of all guys. Â And the reason for this, is because I don’t really approve of the “guy code” or whatever it would be called. Â Just so everyone knows what I’m talking about, I’ll give examples. Â E.g. when a guy gives another guy a high five for “getting some”. Â When guys think its okay to make sexist comments like “woman, get back in the kitchen!”. Â I dislike guys who are “players”. Â The other roughly 30% of respectable (or at least not player) guys, I just don’t bother with because I don’t really care for guys. Â And it’s not because I’m a homophobe or anything, I just think girls are so much nicer and more polite, they’re far more enjoyable to be around. Â I can make a much deeper connection with a girl. Â I’m only talking about being friends with a girl here.
I am agnostic. Â I’d say probably the majority of people have a misconception on what agnosticism is. Â I’d recommend looking up the wikipedia article if you don’t know. Â I’m agnostic, but ever so slightly leaning towards the belief that god does not exist.
Calling someone gay is not an insult. Â Being attracted to your own sex is not wrong or immoral in the slightest. Â Most people agree that it is wrong to attempt to impose your own beliefs on someone else, correct? Â For some reason, a good chunk of america feels its within their right to deny gay couples their right to marriage. Â That is wrong.
My political beliefs would appear to be in line with a Libertarian’s.
I dislike it when people are clueless, gullible, lazy, lack common sense, or are generally unaware of almost everything. Â I don’t know if any of you recently saw on facebook about how people were balancing brooms in the middle of the room and posting pictures of it on facebook. Â The explanation for this was “The earth’s gravity is being weakened by the sun in February, try it while you still can!”. Â And, shockingly, everyone I spoke with about the brooms believed that explanation. Â Facepalm. Â There are many more examples to quote but, that was the most recent of mine.
The opinions/beliefs (I’m sure I missed a few major/important ones) I explained here I pretty solidly believe, but they can be changed with a good counter explanation I suppose. Â Unless of course you agree with me 😛
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I agree. Most guys r assholes, not only to women but to other guys. The other nice guys r busy being respectable so I don’t concern myself with them. I’m with you on the gay marriage thing too. I’m a libertarian as well, as I see the government impose their will over us more and more every day. I’m atheistic, a step away from agnostic, so I get being in a misunderstood religious viewpoint. N I too hate clueless people, and ignorant ones more so. If you learned everything you needed to know in life from a 2000 y.o. Book and fox news, I cordially invite you to “bite my shiny metal ass” (if u get the reference you win).
I don’t get the reference, I lose lol. You said atheism is a step away from agnosticism. But that’s the same thing as saying agnosticism is only a step away from theism. Both statements are technically true, but it implies that agnosticism and atheism and theism are extremely similar to one another. When atheism is is on one end, theism is on the opposite end, and agnosticism is in the direct middle.
Damnski, you sound rather familiar. Except I’m more like 5′ 11″
Nothing wrong with anything you said. There are a lot of useless people out there. Many guys are happily living out the stereotype of treating women like objects and acting like jerks. Perfectly normal to feel like you can’t relate to that type of thing. You might be surprised to find out that there are many people other than Jackie who would agree with you about many of your beliefs. Just have to find people who aren’t all wrapped up in the mindless culture we live in. You had a special connection with that girl you were friends with and it will probably feel like an obsession until one day someone will come into your life and you’ll realize you can have intelligent, intellectual conversations with someone else too. Imagine how great it would feel to make a new connection with a girl who doesn’t already have a boyfriend and who you aren’t limited to just talking to over Skype. Life doesn’t begin and end with Jackie, you’ll find someone else interesting out there.
I wish more guys were like you.
hey i would really llove to talk to u sometime, u sound exactly like how i feel! and i beleive 100% in ur belifs too. if u need someone to talk to im here, skype me! christina.ruggiero69 and tell me its u, id really like to swap stories. xo