GeneralI Will SurviveRants She’s Baack by cold_blooded_freak 3/3/2012 written by cold_blooded_freak 3/3/2012 You’re such a loser, they said. You’ll never amount to anything, they said. You have no friends, they said. Please don’t kill me, they said! I’m back and bitchier than ever! Fuck me over and you’re as good as dead. It feels great to be myself again! 54 comments 0 Email Related posts 1/24/2022 Just because 1/24/2022 Bipolar nihilist with psychotic features 1/24/2022 <3 1/24/2022 – 1/24/2022 poetry time!! 1/24/2022 Still love this one <3 1/24/2022 ugh 1/24/2022 1/23/2022 No Support in Pregnancy 1/23/2022 54 comments OB1 3/3/2012 - 9:46 pm Although being a ***** is not strictly prohibited in the Ten Commandments given to Moses by God, you should nevertheless “Love your neighbor as yourself”. Log in to Reply RogueShadow1281 3/3/2012 - 9:48 pm OB1: you remind me of my dad. He’s a fanatic of god yet is a hypocrite on everything he believes in. Log in to Reply OB1 3/3/2012 - 9:56 pm Have you reminded your dad that God is watching and knows about his hypocritical ways, and isn’t impressed by them? Too many so called believers think they can ignore God’s rules and God is going to accept them into heaven anyway. They are one day going to get a big shock. Log in to Reply Amakua2309 3/3/2012 - 10:00 pm Hello OB1…which God do you speak for? And how does he speak to you? Just curious…but wouldn’t it be easier to say…you can’t take it with you…what’s with all the Bible verses? @ cold blooded freak….do you want to talk about what happened…why this you is back? Namaste Amakua Log in to Reply OB1 3/3/2012 - 10:04 pm I refer to the Lord, thy God. Thou shalt have no other Gods. Log in to Reply Amakua2309 3/3/2012 - 10:07 pm Did you mean to say the Lord, your God…hahaha…silly OB1…what is your God’s name…and what is His Holy Book? Now do you understand? Namaste Amakua Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/3/2012 - 10:09 pm The Force? Log in to Reply OB1 3/3/2012 - 10:11 pm I don’t know his real name – I only know him as God. He had a son called Jesus who came down to earth a few years ago. And God wrote a book called the Bible which tells you what the rules are if you want to get to heaven. Are you in the USA? If so, you are lucky to be surrounded by so many intelligent, god loving, folks. I’m in the UK and surrounded by non-believers. Everyday they try to drag me closer to hell with their evil ways. Log in to Reply Amakua2309 3/3/2012 - 10:12 pm Good answer Duke…hahahaha Love ya Amakua Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/3/2012 - 10:16 pm I agree Ben The dark side is strong here. Log in to Reply Amakua2309 3/3/2012 - 10:17 pm Well OB1…all major religions have the same story…and there are many many many Gods…and infinite number of Gods…but only one creator…and the Bible was written by the God of this world…maybe you should re-read Genesis eh?….and that God is Satan…or Amen-Ra…so keep praying…and don’t forget to say amen…make sure the prayer is going straight to Satan….I’m afraid…you are the one who is deluded my friend…my friend Jesus….was not a Xtian…despised organized religions…and did not teach about Hell…my friend Jesus was a follower of Gnosticism and Bhuddism…ya…you know the one that was supposedly born in Bethlehem…every myth and religion…has that story…you really should read more than one side of a story and accept it as Gospel…eh?…have you ever read the Book of Enoch…or maybe the Book of Thomas…or perhaps the Book of Mary? I didn’t think so…but Jesus didn’t preach…why do you? Namaste Amakua Log in to Reply OB1 3/3/2012 - 10:32 pm My God is the creator. He made the universe in six days. It should have taken seven days, but he was so good at it that he had a day spare. In the UK, all the shops used to close on Sunday in tribute to God. Then the evil people took control of the country and the shops now open. That made God really mad. Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/3/2012 - 10:36 pm @ OB1 Maybe we are in for another Noahs Ark situation. I’m going down to the store tomorrow to buy a boat and life jacket. Luckily they open on Sundays 🙂 Log in to Reply Amakua2309 3/3/2012 - 10:38 pm Okay OB1…we’ll have to disagree…this is why Xtian’s are becoming most despised religion on the Earth….the Holy Bible was written by the Romans…wake up or don’t….do you ever wonder why your god demands blind faith…lmfao…Sunday is God’s day?…hahaha…Ra is the god you are worshipping on Sundays…hahaha…good luck Log in to Reply Amakua2309 3/3/2012 - 10:39 pm Duke…stop…you’re killin me tonight…sharp…still of the you know?…lol Log in to Reply OB1 3/3/2012 - 10:45 pm Duke, look out your window now. Is it raining where you are? Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/3/2012 - 10:50 pm I do not believe in god. I do however accept that the premise of religion, in that it creates a framework or social conventions which we abide by are wholly advantageous. However, few people really believe in their religions, the very notion that human beings need to be directed, told what is right and wrong is an indication of inconsistency. The priest who abuses kids, the selfless preacher who has a mercedes hidden in his garage funded by the temple, the millions who turn out at church to appear as good people when behind closed doors they are nothing but. It’s the hypocrisy of the whole thing I don’t like, not the principle. I do all the things religion says your no supposed to, yet I have never hurt anyone. Can religion, the thing that has claimed more lives than illness say the same. Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/3/2012 - 10:57 pm Yeah I went out for a smoke it’s raining. There was also a meteor sighting. I hope I havnt pissed the almighty off. Knowing my luck I will end up being struck by lightening. I’m taking my watch off and all things metal. Ha I’m using my noodle, learnt that in science class not Religous education. Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/3/2012 - 11:04 pm It’s also way past your bedtime young man. 4:00am Log in to Reply shaolin gumby 3/3/2012 - 11:04 pm @OB1; My faith in God, Santa, and the Easter bunny were all in peril before reading your inspiringly simple words. Crisis averted. Thank you sir. Have you considered a career in the ministry? God could use a guy like you. Log in to Reply OB1 3/3/2012 - 11:05 pm Duke, science can’t be trusted. Scientists will tell you that the earth is a sphere, and yet when God sent all that rain in Noah’s time, the earth flooded. If the earth had been a sphere, all the water would have run away down the sloping sides. Furthermore, how can heaven be upwards and hell downwards, unless the earth is flat? Relying on science for an answer would suggest that Australians going to hell would actually end up in our heaven. Hopefully Jesus will again visit me in my dreams tonight, so I can let you know tomorrow if you have upset God. I think you’re probably OK, though. Log in to Reply shaolin gumby 3/3/2012 - 11:07 pm Science flies men to the moon. Religion flies men into buildings. Log in to Reply OB1 3/3/2012 - 11:08 pm Thanks, Shaolin. I’m glad you’ve been saved. Keep spreading the word of God to all who you meet. I will pray that the Easter Bunny brings you what you deserve. Log in to Reply Amakua2309 3/3/2012 - 11:08 pm Hello Shaolin gumby hahahahahaha How r u? Log in to Reply shaolin gumby 3/3/2012 - 11:11 pm Howdy @amakua. OB1; Decoratively colored eggs will be fine. Tell Santa he’s also free to visit even though I don’t have a chimney. Log in to Reply OB1 3/3/2012 - 11:17 pm Shaolin, I’m sorry to disappoint you but Santa isn’t real. Santa was invented by humans to make themselves feel better about life. He is nothing like God. Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/3/2012 - 11:21 pm WHAT! Santas not real? Nooooooooooooo! Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/3/2012 - 11:23 pm Next you will be telling me Big Foot isn’t real, the Loch Ness Monster….. What is the world coming to. Log in to Reply shaolin gumby 3/3/2012 - 11:23 pm OB1; NO! I refuse to believe this! I have FAITH! My faith compels me to follow my heart and ignore logic. Heathenous Blasphemer! So God exists but Santa doesn’t? There are stories about Santa, he’s in books. How could anything in print be untrue? Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/3/2012 - 11:25 pm Gumby obviously doesn’t read The Sun. Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/3/2012 - 11:26 pm Christmas is cancelled. Santas not real. You heard it here first. Log in to Reply shaolin gumby 3/3/2012 - 11:27 pm The sun hurts my eyes. Log in to Reply OB1 3/3/2012 - 11:34 pm Well, I think I’ve saved everyone who can be saved tonight (just Shaolin, really), so I suppose I should retire to bed and get some sleep before church. For the rest of you, though, I want you to know that I’m not giving up on you. Duke, you still have some good in you – I have sensed it – even if you are more machine than man, evil and twisted. Amakua, you’re a lovely lady who knows lots about God and books. There is no more training that you require. Log in to Reply Amakua2309 3/3/2012 - 11:35 pm How old are you OB1???….and why are we hi-jacking another post…most inconsiderate….and I admit I’m slow….but isn’t the Bible…a Book? And I’ve met Santa…so I know you’re all wrong…Santa rules… Namaste Amakua Log in to Reply shaolin gumby 3/3/2012 - 11:57 pm Thanks OB1 Duke; there’s writing on the surface of the sun? what does it say? everytime I look up there it’s just really bright. Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/4/2012 - 12:22 am I meant the tabloid newspaper. Log in to Reply ctb-driver 3/4/2012 - 12:52 am The Creator or what you call God or Allah is a thing in every living thing. It feeds, cleans, transports, provides food – god is WATER. Worship water, its where science meets religion / all explanable. Without water there is no life ! Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/4/2012 - 4:23 am You remind me of this girl that beat me up at school. Now before anyone says anything she was the school shot put record holder, even threw it further than the boys. She was built like a horse, but I knocked her out in the end. Log in to Reply cold_blooded_freak 3/4/2012 - 4:35 am Ok, no religion talk on my posts cause its just stupid. I for one don’t believe in god because I do not partake in something that seems made up. And the bible was not all written by good. Some of it were dreams. You think all the “non-believers” put you down, well your comment about being with “‘intelligent’ believers” is putting me down. As much as people have told you he doesn’t exist, people have pushed a bible in my face and forced me to think he does. Well, my life has been shit and I really don’t think my “creator” would want to see me suffer and hate him for everything he has done to me, so that’s a lie. This is a suicidal website, if you’re going to argue about how your religion is right and everyone else is just stupid, well then your stupid because I’ve wanted to kill myself so many times because your “god” made me feel like I’m wrong, stupid, and deserve to die. And if your god does exist, who do you think he would love more: someone who is interpreted the bible and may have lost their way (me), or someone who preaches and stuffs ideas down other peoples throat allthewhile not caring about their opinion (you). If you’re quoting the bible, it’s also says he is the only one that can judge you so why are you judging the people you live with? And stores open when they need to because we need to make money. Ever heard of desperation between church and state? Yea, you can have your little religion, as long as it doesn’t interfere with my life (and it has! Many times!) And really, if humans forgot all our advanced technology and chemists don’t know all that we know now, we would eventually rediscover fossils, evolution, the big bang theory and your stories about burning bushes and talking snakes wouldn’t exist. I like religions actually, I believe people should learn their morals and ethics but it’s the followers that don’t seperate belief and religion from one another that confuse the two. If you want to tell me what you THINK is right, go ahead, but tell me I’m wrong and FORCE me to think like you and I’m mad. Really?! The earth is not a sphere! Are you kidding me?? So you have to be proven that the Earth is round but not proven that some mystical being created you??! Ok, so if we’re all from Adam and Eve, then there has to be incest because how else could you get more people, and if we’re ALL from the same two people then we are all related and that’s, that’s just stupid. And really? Have you ever heard of gravity?? It’s what keeps you from falling off the earth! The earth is huge! Water is not going to just fall off like a rubber ball! And really, Shaolin is putting down religion because people kill themselves over it. That just shows how ignorant you are! Science flies us to the moon (we travel and do what we want) religion flies you into a building (September 11, people kill themselves over stupid things like religion)! And the world has created the greatest photographic telescopes and not once did they find a picture of your god. And if god made everything who made god (besides the people who already made him up in their head). I’m agreeing with ctb-driver here, religion gets you nowhere, science gets you mutated animals, so why don’t you just live your life like you should. When we all die we’ll see who’s right and who’s not. But in the mean time. Don’t tell me to put all my faith into something that I’m not sure even exists. And don’t pray for me. I don’t want you to. If I go to hell, I’d rather be there than with a bunch of people who will judge me for not worshiping some imaginary being. Log in to Reply cold_blooded_freak 3/4/2012 - 4:42 am @rougeshadow1281, Your name reminds me of a friend. @amakua, I used to have so much anger when I was younger, I didn’t care about anything. I was so emotional detached from the world that I just didnt care. But then I don’t the one thing I promised I wouldn’t, I cared. I fell for a girl and started to care. Then she ripped my heart out and fed it to the world! Up until now I’ve been this sad depressed little weakling that the old me would have hated. She would have kill herself at just the thought of becoming what I was. But I’m back, I’m no longer this weak human being! I can take anything anyone throws at me and not care! And if I don’t care I can just knock out whoever gets in my way!! Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/4/2012 - 4:53 am @ CBF I have a split persona too. The weaker I became the nicer I was yet it felt like people hated me more because they would just walk all over me. At my very best I was untouchable, physically and mentally. It’s just shocking how far I’ve fallen. I’ve been looking forward to stuff recently though and the outlook less gloomy. Because you relationship is unconventional you have had to deal with a lot of judgemental and hateful people. So, how you feel, whether right or wrong is not entirely your fault. It is just a defines mechanism that you put in place to prevent yourself being hurt. The one thing you werent prepared for however, is a relationship breakdown of this nature. But that’s ok, because it’s something you learnt, that you did not know before. Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/4/2012 - 4:54 am Defines = defence Damn predictive text Log in to Reply Duke of Marmalade 3/4/2012 - 7:43 am I asked God for a bike, but I know God doesn’t work that way. So I stole a bike and asked for forgiveness. Log in to Reply Holly 3/4/2012 - 1:48 pm I like this post.(: Log in to Reply cold_blooded_freak 3/4/2012 - 3:16 pm In the long response, desperation = separation.. Stupid auto correct. Log in to Reply cold_blooded_freak 3/4/2012 - 3:19 pm Well Duke, I used to never let anyone near me therefore no one could hurt me and I would never let them. But once I did and she took advantage of me so many times, I was done. After she ripped out my heart I was done. I’m sick of relationships and the thought of love makes me sick! Once again I’m looking out for nÃºmero uno, me! I don’t care about anyone else anymore and I most likely never will! People are stupid anyways. Log in to Reply cold_blooded_freak 3/4/2012 - 3:19 pm @holly Why do you like this post? Is it what I posted that entertains you, or the proceeding comments? Log in to Reply Amakua2309 3/4/2012 - 8:03 pm Hey Cold, Sorry, tired, lazy…yawn…just finally got rid of all my little house guests…sorry so long to get back to you…and really sorry about hi-jacking your post for THAT bit of nonsense…lol…but I feel ya. Done that over and over….but learned to survive by getting angry…no problem…my friend and partner left in September…and it damn near finished me…I didn’t know what to do….I told my mother…”You think the asshole would have had the decency to beat me or cheat on me or steal from me or hell anything has got to be better than this…leaving because he cares?…what the hell is this? So I can’t get angry and kick into survivor mode…the way I am most comfortable…I am so lost.’ Does that make any sense to you? In the end…I came here for the first time in December…and now I am in Warrior mode….new at it for sure….but humans…we really are very adaptable when we have to be…and I had to find a new way to BE OKAY. With or without an other. I hope you find this for yourself a lot sooner than I did. And again I apologize for my part in the above nonsense…you did not deserve that. Namaste Amakua Log in to Reply Holly 3/4/2012 - 8:13 pm Sorry took me so long, and I like it because its real. I think this is one of my favorite post on this site. Finding yourself is a wonderful thing. Bravo. Log in to Reply cold_blooded_freak 3/5/2012 - 1:57 am No, it wasn’t you with the nonsense it was the “believers” that annoy me. You and the Duke amused me and I needed that! Sometimes I wish my ex abused me so I’d have a reason to hate her but I don’t; I just miss her. I know who I am, and she’s a mean horrible person that doesn’t care about anyone except herself. Log in to Reply Nothing 3/5/2012 - 11:25 pm good job getting back up on your feet…. I kind of wish I was stronger like you, but I’m working at it. Log in to Reply cold_blooded_freak 3/6/2012 - 1:11 am Well, I’m not as strong as everyone thinks so. I thought I had found myself once again and regained my balance but today I was mistaken. Today I cried in the middle of class and one of my friends/classmates almost reported me for cutting myself in class. So I’m not all the way there but kind of working on it. Log in to Reply SexyActionMystery 12/18/2013 - 3:47 pm Elusive & often misunderstood, not much is known of what ever happened to this shadowy figure. Where are you, Jedi master? Have you sought refuge in a lonely forest OB1? Are you training apprentice pupils in the esoteric art of light saber swordsmanship? Log in to Reply Timepiece 12/18/2013 - 4:05 pm I commented on this post. Like a different person. 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