Hey, guys. Everything super sucks right now. I think I’m in love with my best friend. He hates me though and wont talk to me anymore so I guess you all are my only escape now. Sorry. I wish things wouldn’t suck. I wish people had the power to get through rough times without leaving others behind. I wish Jacob and I could go back to how things were before we messed up. Oh well, I’ve got my blade and my trombone, that’s all a girl really needs in life right? Not talking to him is driving me crazy, oh my lord of the rings. I need him back in my life soon. He was my best friend before anything. So, everyone, this experience has made me think a lot. Mostly though, my question is, what is love to you? To me, love is going back to the same thing that has hurt you time after time and not letting it matter. Love is happiness and pain and giving someone the complete ability to destroy you but trusting them not to. That’s my opinion, what’s yours?
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I had a guy friend named Jacob too. I got mixed signals from him and I feel so heart broken over him. I don’t think I love him, but he means a lot to me. But now he won’t talk to me, because I’m depressed and he can’t help. He won’t even give me a chance. Nobody ever gives me a chance. Rejection really hurts. All what I have is my razor and some band aids. I need a lot of help.
If he was your best friend once if you talk to him you’ll probably learn soon enough he doesn’t HATE you, maybe he’s got stuff to deal with in his life too; we all do.
I think love is about finding someone to learn more about yourself and about life with, that and fighting loneliness. Sometimes it doesn’t work out and it hurts, but you’ll find someone special eventually. It’s always better to have loved once than to have never loved at all.
I went threw that,It really sucks!Love,love to me Is were two people have these huqe feelinqs about one another,were two people can have the best time even If there In rain or In detention (lol)Love Is when you kiss that special person,It feels as If the world Is still……Damn I want to be In love aqain:/
I think love is tricky thing to define. 😛 but,I wouldn’t tell someone I was in love with them unless I would lay down my life for them. that might sound extreme,but it’s true. I think the essence of love is putting someone else and their needs before yourself. so yeah…I think true love is about sacrifice sometimes,but ultimately the people who love you should build you up,and you should build them up,you should make each other happy and be good for each other.
I’m sorry about Jacob.:( I hope you feel better soon and things get better. I love your comment about the lord of the rings,too cute. best friends go through a lot sometimes,and sometimes friendships go through seasons where your not as close,but i think if it’s possible to come back from that even stronger than you were before. I hope things work out.