Hi all,
I read now some stories of the suicide project and I know that some of you have to deal far bigger problems then I have to, but I just can’t help myself. Your posts always encouraged me not to give up on anything and I will not commit suicide by now and I think I won’t ever do so. I know some of you by now really well. Â alina_01 I have read a lot of your stories. All tough we don’t have the same situation. I feel with you. I hope someday you will find your peace and get a good live again. I used to remember a song from Placebo. “Soul mates never die”
but where is this soul mate? He is out there in the world and maybe we all will find him/her someday. I tried to talk to someone via email from this website, but this person just send me some virus. So I decided to make blog. There you can read how my life is going. I am really lovesick, very lonely and I am in deep despair. I can’t see anything good in my life. All my friends left me. I wake up now for more then 2 months and I just want to cry. I just need someone to talk to! Please read my story and give me your opinion or just leave a little note.
http://thinking-about-my-life.blogspot.de/
I am writing a lot, its one of my ways to handle the pain. But I just can’t see better days…. please someone…talk to me 🙁
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Writing is a good idea… I try to keep an offline journal to help get my thoughts onto paper. It also helps me organize things when the mind seems to be racing. If I’m stuck awake at night, I’ll write down a quick note about the random thought and then I’ll come back to it later.
It’s difficult to be alone… and I know it can be even more difficult to get out there and meet new friends. If there are clubs or activities you’re interest in, participate. Perhaps there are people at school you can study or work with. If you keep yourself locked away, you won’t meet anyone.
SP (Suicide Project) is a good place to post your thoughts… Between here and your journal, it’s a good strategy to keep writing.