I feel as though there are different parts of me that constantly keep taking over myself. One side does stuff that ‘I’ do not do or accept, one is sad all the time, one is child-like, one is nice and angelic, one is rude and hateful…I don’t know what to do. I can’t make decisions because I’m never in the same mood/thought process within the same two hours. I tried to tell my mother about my situation, and she thinks that IÂ do have control over my life/actions, I’m just pretending as though I don’t. And I’m afraid that if she tells me that again, she’ll meet a side of meet that ain’t too pretty.
I’m not sure what’s wrong with me, but it’s causing a load of chaos.
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I think you’re a person. I think people who are always the same and always feel the same are probably the screwed up ones but somehow we’ve come to believe that we should be zombies like them.
I can relate ..
tired of having to deal w/ several states of mind within a day
add that to the fact my only true desire is to be out of here, regardless of my mood