I suffer from depression but no one understands. They don’t see depression as an illness. I feel i’m all alone. I try to meet new people but they don’t understand my silence so they back off.
They see me as an insecure and weird teenager. I just don’t know what to say. I really want a social life but i have no idea how to interact with people. I’m always quiet. Specially in group. Yet i love to chat with people via skype or msn but there is no one ever wanting to chat with me.
There is nothing worse than being surrounded by people and feeling like you are all alone. Girls are such a weird creature. I never understood them and i never will. They show so much interests one day but the next day they ignore and hate you for no reason.
I don’t want to live in this cruel world. You either make it or you don’t. I would have committed suicide months ago if i just had a gun.
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The more people I’m around, the lonelier I feel. I recently was walking and stood under a tree staring at the moon and the people I was with kept talking to me and asking what was wrong and I realized I felt more connected to the tree than them. It’s so hard to feel like that day after day and keep up the act.
“I would have committed suicide months ago if i just had a gun”
same here ..
I really hate that I have to leave by hanging (it will be long & painful unless my neck snaps) but -whatever it takes to be gone- has become my motto
I understand, even though you might not believe me. I’m always open to talking. You can email me…blushingbirdy@gmail.com, if you want. I know it’s really hard to feel all alone.
I understand, even though you might not believe me. I’m always open to talking. You can email me…blushingbirdy @ gmail.com, if you want. I know it’s really hard to feel all alone.
A gun sounds so violent. I want to drown….
I’m sure there’s lots of people here that would be fine if you wanted to talk to them, me included. You’re not alone, well not alone in feeling alone…