This is all bull shit. Life in general is bull shit. I had the worst weekend ever and all I got out of it is that life is bull shit. I was tackled to the floor by my parents, I ran away from home, and was threatened to have the cops called on me. All for nothing. My family doesn’t understand me. They understand what I do. I’m soo sick and tired of all this. I’m tired of waking up everyday feeling the same old way and being able to do nothing about it.
I tried killing myself this weekend. Tried hanging myself for the first time. Left a mark. It is so agrrivating when people who find out treat me like I’m some psychopath. I hate it. I hate this world.
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hi i also hate life i too wake up feeling the same old feeling that i most likely will feel until i give up on attempts on suicide. the last time i attempted suicide was about two weeks ago i feel like the only things i do like in this world are slowly being ripped away from me i am weak i am losing my fight against suicide but why am i even fighting it if i want to die i guess what i am trying t say is i can relate to you so try and hold on but
Your anger reminds me of myself about 10 years ago. I was so angry at the world at everyone but mostly at myself for allowing myself to carry on fighting. If you live in the UK tried speaking to the samaritans? I mean if your going to do it then its just a phone call? You have nothing to lose. They can even ring you back so the number doesnt appear on your phone bill. I took an overdose, phoned them and they were so nice, all i kept telling them was i was sorry for wasting their time, how i wasnt worthy for help. I know you are angry right now, but rushed suicide isnt the answer. Wait a week a month a year, you can in essence end it anytime you feel, why rush it?
There must be something you always wanted to do? Take up a hobby to take your mind off things? Im not saying dont, i am just saying whats the point in rushing?
I overdosed two times, last time my heart stopped and i was dead for 2 minutes, but i am here live and kicking. I take pills everyday just to function. My suicide date has been set for the past year, i am not giving you the date but its the 9th month of my 29th year. It may feel like no one cares, but thats not true, i am betting people care about you alot more than you think.
Ask a friend or family member what they would do if you got hit by a bus. I bet their answer suprises you.
I am new here by the way, hello everyone x
I wasn’t rushing it. I’ve tried committing suicide four times now. They all jus haven’t worked. None of it was rushed…trust me. There are tons of things I want to do but I can’t do them. I hate my life and I don’t feel right…haven’t for over five years now. I’m sick of it.
wow…with your view on life i feel the same way as you.
I’m sorry you feel the way I do. I wish that no one felt the way I did. I wish that people could just be happy. I don’t see anyone would wish someone to feel the way we all do.