Everyone always assumes my life is so perfect. No one really know how it is, not even my best friend. Everyone always tells me how smart I am and how they like how cheerful I am and how perfect my life must be and how great my family is, its true I have a good family, not perfect at all, but good. Why would anyone want to kill them self when they have such a good life. What these people don’t see is that its not like that, I’m not smart, I’m not happy and cheerful, I’m not pleased with myself at all. Its all just a act so people don’t see the real me. I don’t want people to see how depressed I am and how unsatisfied I am, who would want to see something so ugly. I have reasons for life, but sometimes it just feels like those thing are nothing compared to how bad I feel on the inside, I want to stay here and grow, but I just don’t know why I should. At this point the only thing that keeps me going is little thing, I’m on edge at this point, no around really understands how I feel, perfect, that’s what they see. Believe me, it only looks that way
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Only the people that qo threw beinq depressed know the act of beinq depressed but some can’t hide It.I use a qreat disquise.The disquise Is smilinq and lauqhinq all the time,If you don’t to It then try It!I hope thinqs qet better for you!
No one know im depressed, im the funny girl in class who is hardly ever seen w/o a smile…everyone thinks im happy but im not at all its hard sometimes, feeling completly alone…stay strong and i hope it gets better for u =)
Cali-no swaq!?!
Hey tweety haha 🙂
Ha so what’s up,I fell like I haven’t talked to you In forever!
Eh nothing much its FINNALLY SPRING BREAK!!! Whats new with u?
Really?Mines was three weeks aqo ha,oh yeah you already knew that.I bet your qonna qo to the beach!
I finally can put my hair In a pony-tail!
Oh wow haha so ur one of tgose guys that like thier hair long huh? One of friends was like that but he cut it on a bet(mine actually haha) and of course im going to tge beach! A whole week of lounging in a bikini in hot sand/catching some amazing waves!
Haha damn I can’t believe your friend bet his hair!Yup,I’ve had a tapper and all that but I’m just a lonq hair person,why?You don’t like boys with lonq hair?
That sound like the life!Do you know how to surf?
Thanks for all the nice replies and advice and telling me about yourselves, it really does help:)