Hey everyone,
 My name is alex. I wont hand out my real name. I have screwed up my entire life. There are a lot of problems in my life that I wish never happened. My life became screwed up when I was in the third grade. We cleaned out our desks and I found a note folded up in my desk. I read it and it was a death threat. I gave it to my teacher and we never found out who the person did it was. Soon the bulling began and it continued on until I became a junoir in high school.
When I entered high school my life was worse than ever. I had transferred for a military school during my eigth grade year and went to a civilian school. When I entered high school I was still being bullied. That soon caused stress to the point I could of cared less about my grades, classes, and my friends. I screwed p my freshman and sophromore year. I soon transferred during my junoir year into a different school.
I love that school but the stress that my family gives me is too much. MY grades have dropped, my family doesnt care about me all the time, and the only thing that is holding me back is this one thread. That is my friend. He talks to me all the time and I tell him what I am doing and he talks me out of it. I just hope I can move before the thread snaps. I want to fix my life but it is damaged to the point everyday I think of suicide.
I cope attitude with my family just so that they see me. I dont care about them anymore because they barely see me. I just hope that I can fix my life and hold onto this one thread.
Alex