remorseless

yup remorseless thats me i feel no remorse no pain…. i gave myself that name because i dont care for my life i never did…. im just a monster who does not belong… when someone dies it doesnt hurt me… i stop trying to find someone who would get me, someone who would accept me but turns out theres no one… day by day as i looked for acceptance in this world i only end up hardening my shell because i know theres no one out there… so i stoped caring, i stoped taking care of myself and i someone gave up on my art…. i started cutting again, and the sad thing is i think ive gotten addicted to it…. so maybe one day ill just slit my fucking throat cause i just CANT TAKE THIS CRAP anymore. im tired of looking tired of trying, cause inside im dying….