i started to cut again, the urge in me gets stronger and im just falling apart. i feel like my world that i slowly built is falling down on me. its hard to breath, and i just cant take it anymore. if anyone else found out that i started again i dont even know what they would do to me, they probably beat the shit out of me again. but i just cant take it anymore, im one cut away from taking my own life. im just stressed out about everything, college, work, art, friends, family, my future… theres just no escape… even right now i have another urge to cut again.. each cut i do gets deeper and deeper, and somtimes i just think about going so deep were i wont be able to breath, id end it all with just one cut.
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Impossible but i understand what you mean. I used to aspyxiate myself, starve, even slap myself yet I couldn’t cut. But yeah I know what you mean. I’m off self harm and onto weed and its helped me. Except i’m not addicted to self harm
oh ive tried other methods before but nothing really helped except drinking but i dont wish to be an acholic so i only drink at social gatherings
Is it hard to breath because of your state of mind, or physical state? I don’t enjoy the feeling of being cut at all anymore, but years ago I liked it.
@zuckerguss its because of my state of mind
The world is not ending, it will be there tomorrow. That’s probably not a comfort, but it’s true. All the things that stress you out, you can put them away for at least a few hours while you get some rest. Try to live through the night, the morning will come soon enough and then it’s a new day full of possibilities. The sun always rises.
You are afraid of others hurting you, but you willingly hurt yourself. You are your own enemy, your own critic. Try to relax, take things easy. Do not be so hard on yourself, lest you be defeated before anything has even started.
Please don’t hurt yourself, surely it doesn’t help you accomplish anything.
Made me think of a song….
“Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I’m a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I’ll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again…..”
Anyways, I hope you find some measure of peace in your life. I’ve got to sleep. I hope that you will be okay.
i know how you feel cause i also cut. each day one cut reminding me why i am doing this. i understand what you’re trying to do but please listen: give yourself some more time and see how things work out. that’s my advice. i know it isn’t much but it’s something
Dear friend,
I understand you, I cut myself some years ago, I was feeling an overwhelming pain inside so I did it to feel pain somehwere else.
Try to rest, relax and think you are unique, there is no one else like you in the entire planet, no one. Give it one day at a time, do not overwhelm yourself with anxious thoughts, one little step at a time.
My grandmother passed away last year, a couple of days before she did, my aunt taped her and asked to leave one single advise to her family, she said: ” be patient” , she was 94 and very wise, I hope this helps you, I’m very depressed myself and with suicidal thoughts, but we have to be strong but most of all patient.
thank you i shall try my very best to follow the advise u have given me
Cutting feels good but salt and ice burns feel better. The burning sensation lasts a while longer and it may give you more of a release. It’s safer than cutting too. I like it.