I have been hiding how I feel for so long, it’s overwhelming I put on a persona go through life as a stable person but it’s all lie. I would love to cut myself and tear a hole through my chest. How stupid are people do they think those jokes are funny, it’s a cry for help how ignorant can everybody be, it’s a mask y can’t anybody see through it. When I try to tell my wife she doesn’t understand, what could I possibly be deppresed about, how about the insignificance of the human life there is no other purpose rather than to die… Is everybody blind nothing in life belongs to us we are all doomed…. If I could just end it all
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Oh my…change the word wife to husband….you would think I wrote that!! You’re right, what is the point? What is our purpose? Tired of going through the motions like a robot. Anyway, you’re not alone my friend…I’m here if you want to talk/rant.
I wrote a post on here called
the Black Velvet Curtain
Search fo it, it might describe what your going thru.
Depression isn’t being sad about something.
Depression is a complex state of reduced physical and emotional energy.
You are describing some symptoms of depression.
Peace