Sometimes…

Sometimes even i-the happiest girl in the world- wants to fall asleep and never wake up. I relapsed for the 3rd time this year,i cut on Tuesday and yesterday which means i broke the promise i made to my friend, she can’t find out. One of my friends are weird and for the past few days she’s been keeping a tight grip around my wrists-which really hurt-because my body tends to be warm all the time and i keep her warm i guess but thankfully she doesn’t turn my wrists to the other side. These cuts are halfway up to my elbow. Psh and i thought i had finally gotten better…