just a random impulse to kill myself tonite, i need to be free fromthis sick joke called ”life”. i probably wont be successfull tho… im a very confused 18 y old girl. life hasnt given me reason to haveany interest in it.i love being alone. wish icould describe how i genuinely feel. i havebeen stronger than anyone could be if theyve been wat ive been through…idont even know watim thnking let alone saying..ive been hurting for farrrr tooo long,, i dont wish this pain on anyone.
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it’s extremely hard to find interest in life when you’ve been suffering tremendously and for too long .. you get to a point where you no longer feel concerned abt people (not even yourself) nor plugged to the human experience
“I’ve been hurting for too long .. I feel like my soul’s been reduced to shreds .. what the fuck am I still doing here ?” this question leads to confusion
only time can tell if it was worth sticking out through the darkness
Oy…I feel ya, big time. This too shall pass!