i dont know why? i used to adore nights, being locked in my wonderful room away from my family (thats bliss to me) texting/e-mailing people..where did those people go? im left all alone. i now hate nights i hate now checking my phone looking at my e-mail in fear i have no messages from the people i need most, uh yeah so now iv became a night hater only cuz now i feel alone and unwanted another thing why the fuck cant i stop crying jeez just these past three days i wont stop crying…UGH! im just fucked like that i guess:/
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Keep crying!
Be strong and
Keep crying.
Peace
but its no fun:/
Why wait for people to come to you? Text or email them.
@Atropos-i do…but i dont wanna come across as clingy
There’s nothing wrong with calling someone up or emailing someone and saying “Hey, I’m feeling kind of down, mind talking with me for a bit?” You just have to take the initiative. Otherwise, you’re just tormenting yourself in limbo waiting for someone to call.
Yeah what’s wronq?
Hey fakingit. Sorry the nights are feeling worse :/ I do think Atrpos is correct though, there is nothing wrong with calling or emailing someone up. Especially if you’re feeling down and just want to talk. I’m sorry you’re feeling alone…think a lot of us are feeling that too, so always feel free to talk on here too. Idk if I’ve given you my email before, but if you want it I’m on quite often and into the wee hours and willing to talk. :/ about the crying…but Guardian’s got it right. It’s okay to cry, but stay strong…
Hey fakingit. I haven’t been on in a while….I’ve been going through hell. It has been really bad in my house. So I’m here. I changed my email so my parents don’t find out about me being on here. You can email me. Once I get my phone back you can text me too. I feel exactly the same way you do. I had two best friends who would text me to make sure I was ok and now they never text or talk to me. I try texting them but they never respond. I’m super lonely at nights. So email me. I would love talking to you. You are one of teh three people that I have come to love on this site.
@will- ya most of the time i do make the first move, i just hate loooking clingy…and the whole crying thing, uhg i hate it i feel like a 4year old that got lost in a store lol
@lifeishorrible- thats whats wrong….idk whats wrong
@rebel-aw thanks, hurry and get your phone back! oh really? thats what i did with my e-mail…i now i have three e-mails. il be e-mailing you, right now im just blowing off my morning classes:/ lol
im blowing off my morning classes too. I’m also waiting for AtTheEnd to come on this site. Ugh. I hate my parents sooo much. My life is such hell. I’ll be glad to include you in my very limited amount of friends though. I’m not a creeper….people just don’t like me. I only have five friends. 🙁 oh well
LOL i have never blown off classes before but i really didnt want to go to school…oh, cool. aww sorry, i dont have many friend either…i have three actual friends at school, a bf, and everyone here on SP:)
@fakingit; I don’t think that’s clingy lol. Don’t worry about it too much, I’m sure if you think the people you’re emailing/talk to want to help then I don’t think an email saying that you want to talk or you’re feeling down is clingy anyhow. Ha, wellll still I think it’s alright to cry – helps get things out. I wouldn’t think of you as a 4 year old for doing that.
@will-ya all my friend wanna help..i just think they dont know how. haha thanks…but i still hate crying its annoying i just if i can keep everything inside of me for as long as fucking possible