I’ve run out of my complaints. Its just when theres no where else to turn I think of my friends on here. At least I know I’m not alone. I hate others are going through the same, but it also gives me ease of mind.. it makes me feel more human.
This is normally the part where I wish you all well, and encourage you all to keep living… However in all reality I envy those who had the courage to end it.. because I wish I had that strength so bad. Especially now.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMGh3Ts5-WQ
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I’m not sure if its courage or if its stupidity, because if I didn’t know half the shit I know now I probably would’ve offed myself in the worse manner. Hey at least this is when I eat my lunch, for some reason I only get hungry around the early am’s.
You read my mind
Jules
Hi Michael, I’ve been where you are many times. At times I wonder if its really courage. I’ve tried many times I’m still here. To a degree I have succeeded because I can still walk and breath on my own. If you don’t have the courage to attempt maybe that means you truly aren’t ready yet. Stay strong, think positive and hold your head high. Take care.
LB
The important thing is, you listen to Damien Rice.
Fuck yes, man.
Carry on.
Sometimes music can make you feel alive.
In pain but alive.
Just take each day at a time that is what I try to do
Jules x