I’ve been taking antidepressants for years and they work for a while but then the black moods always come back. I switched my meds again but I just don’t feel right. I wish I had the money to see a psychotherapist on a weekly basis but I don’t. I just really need some one to talk to. If I thought that shooting heroin into my veins would help me I would try it. I feel so desperate and alone. I love my daughter so much and I know that if I killed myself it would really mess up her life and she doesn’t deserve that but do I deserve to continue living a life I hate?
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Ahhh, the joys of the United States Health Care System. I’m assuming you don’t have health care or if you do it doesn’t cover mental health (mine doesn’t either).
It’s good that you’re trying to get help and fight against it. I know it isn’t easy. Next time you see one of those black moods tell it from me to F&@K OFF!!!