I fail at everything. I can’t even successfully take my own life. All I want is to die but I am too scared. I don’t want to be alone. I hate myself. I deserve to die alone but I am a scared little girl that can’t do anything right. For herself or for this world. I need to do this. I just don’t know how. Don’t want to be alone. Scared. Hating every minute.
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I understand, to the degree that another person can understand.
Depression creates these terrible thoughts of self hate.
But thinking something doesnt make it true.
You are not a failure.
Why do you think her thoughts are wrong? What makes your thoughts more accurate?
listen your young and strong, u wont be alone forever, sum wonderful guy is gonna think u are perfect and ur trying to cut ur dream short, dont give up, theres so much good things u cant see but will happen, say gods name, never give up and NEVER try to take ur own life, u r not a FAILURE, u are a SUCCESS, understand? its the truth, ur a GOOD person, who will suceed in life, u are to young to fail , you havent experiecned real adult life and you can live how u want just lke in ur dreams!
Thank you everyone, but I have lost the love of my life and am going to take my life. I so badly want someone there who is in the same position though so we can do it together.