Everyday I wonder what is love
Is it something magical from above.
I really think not
Or why some many people it forgot.
The warmth of a hug
The words whisperd it Will be alright
Not this reality that’s such a fight.
Some get chosen
I did not
Now my heart is in a knot
Not good enough it seems
To make my parents heart gleam.
So my own self worth
I must find
Cause these bad memories I must put behind.
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Don’t worry what u feel is oh so common I am an emotional cripple to my mother left when I was two and my stepmother thought boys are second prize she made me feel worthless no love forthcoming from my father also ,I am what I was made by them it is hard to come to terms with so try not to pass it on to your children,I am just coming to terms with who I am ,I’m not gay ,I’m not into women so what does that make me ? I am not into intimacy or touching ,they say get some help but who the hell would know about me ,when the (norm is gay or heterosexual ) just some counsellor thinking they know something about (abnormal) people
Love this!
So many people say that love hurts (thought that is true), it’s rejection that hurts more.
You love someone so so much, and they barely know you exist, now that’s what hurts.
Love is a beautiful thing, you just need to find it with the right person.