Why am I still here?

Hi.
Im Taegan.
Im a selfharmer. I really need help.
I dont know why god hasnt taken me yet, I have survided 2 diabetic coma’s , 3 three overdose’s and about 6 or 7 hospital visits from cutting my wrist in just about that right spot.
I have been called just about ever name in the book. I think I speak for everyone when I say this bullying needs to stop. I dont know why I am so suicidal. I shouldnt let this get to me. We shouldnt let this get to us. Whether youre gay,Bisexual,Lesbian .. or whatever you are. We are ALL human.<3 Dont forget that.
There are days were I stop my self from killing myself.. And then I wake up and wonder why I didnt. I take alot of stuff out on myself that I probably shouldnt.. I just wonder every single day, Why am I still here. Just please.. Dont kill yourself. If you think about cutting .. I love you. If you think about burnin… I love you. Someone needs you to live in thid world. Whether you know it or not. I love you.