lets start here u see i lived in texas till a year ago im 19 now so i just graduated highschool when that happened. so we moved to arizona and my mom picked up drinkink now she has fallen more and more into alcoholism to the point where just this night she hit me in my messed up back with a pipe and then proceeded to call the cops now shes gonna wake up tomorrow im gonna show her the video i took and shes gonna do what she always does shes gonna deny it and walk out the door then she will come home drink and repeat it all over again so many of u will say move out well to do that i need a job and money well ive been looking for 6 months i live 2.5 miles from town i will walk there and then i will job hunt at every place i see so far i have got rejected from every single one most of u are like well get a car well i would but in texas my ma was addicted to the drug known as cocaine which made it really hard to get her to do anything then we move out here and she quits cocaine and starts drinking so ii decided that there is know more point in living i just cant do it anymore i physically cant do it
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Sorry to hear that your mom hit you with a pipe during one of her alcoholic episodes. Keep on trying to get a job, so that you can save up some money. The economy is rough right now and finding work is difficult. Don’t give up hon.
If it helps my father was abusive towards everyone in my family. so badly that i always thought of killing him or myself as it was too much. i decided to tell some teachers last year, the poilce got involve and everything but then nothing happened. last summer he tried to kill me (wished he did) and he went jail. he only lasted six months… dont know why… he is out now…. i live by myself… scared he will do somefin to me or my family… its like i dont want to go out in case he follows me, im scared he will wait for me outside school… its a long story… but what im tryna say is dat dont feel like its nly u, cos theres a lot of ppl wif different stories dat feel de same. I am a lot younger than u.