My mom raised me all on her own. I Love her and everything but my dad I dont understand why he left my mom said he left as soon as I was born my whole life I blamed myself for my dad leaving my mom. every now & then when he comes around I can never bring up why he left cause he never has time for me. He never pays child support but yet can support two kids instead of me & my brother. I dont understand why hes so cruel I stood up for him my whole life while my mom & her family talked about him . They told him watch tell him that you want to go visit him tell him so I told him & then the next day i ask him what time are you going to come & he gives me lies about hes busy & my heart stops then a tear falls like really as im growing I see why they call him a liar , jerk , no good . but at the end of the day hes my dad & I really wish he would actually come for me.
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Your dad is an ass.
sorry to be blunt, but it is true. I know, cuz MY dad was kinda the same. He is just a selfish person who really should not be a dad. But he is.
There is no cure for the pain he is causing (that i KNOW). Just try to think of him as a stranger (which he is trying to do anyways)…. and the pain is less.
just my opinion… hope u hang in there
I get this, My sperm donor (father) left before I was born. Never even knew of him until I was 12 years old. He never did anything for me or my mom. It boils down to this.. Some men are not cut out to be fathers! It is not your fault so dont blame your self and ask why. You can still love him and accept him but he wont come to his senses until he is ready to be a father and you cant force it. I told myself when I was young that when I had a child of my own I would break the cycle and I did. I am the best father a son could ask for. He is the one missing out on your life. just be patient. I hope this helps a little, I am not a pro on this subject but have been there.