My best activity is to distract myself, because when I’m present with how I feel, I only think self-destructive thoughts. Â I try not to wake up in the morning, and when I go to bed, I somehow need to coax myself from the thoughts of suicide, just to sleep. Â I can’t help but thinking that I should be dead.
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It happens with me… Welcome to the club…
@hedabuvh20 – I try and keep myself super busy when that minute comes that I stop, I get the same thoughts. Sometimes when I open my eyes in the morning they fill with tears knowing that I have to make it through another day. I’ve grown tired of it after so long. Almost a year that I’ve been working 2 jobs just to help “distract” me. It’s still not enough.
It’s so strange to see other people like this the only way I can get out of bed is by rolling I roll of the side of my bed to wake up everyday trying to go to sleep… Thats miserable I hope u find a good way
need oxygen, but gut hurts to breathe, heart hurts to pump, need oxygen, need oxygen