I have been battling this depression thing for quite a few months now.
I just dont get what is going in my freaking head!! im so confused.
I am happy for a while, and then suddenly for no reason i get depressed. And then i try diverting my mind off it, by doing something i like, but that doesnt happen. I dont even know if I am making sense right now!!
This damn thing, i just dont know what is going on with me!! I did go to a psychiatrist, but she was no good. She just wrote me pills, which i got addicted to and that is it. Nothing else. I really thought i would feel better. But i didnt.
I want to know why this is happening!! Why so much craziness!! I want an end to this!!!
Im tired to share this with anyone cos i can see people are tired of listening to my crap which doesnt make sense. But how do I even make them understand what is going on in my head?
Can somebody tell me why this is happening and why this comes in stupid re-episodes of being okay and suddenly being depressed and not knowing what to do?!!!
And yeah, my post is contradicting to my user name, but i have no idea what to do about it. Thought I’d just be positive and it would help a bit(that is why the name) but it didnt.
Anyhoo, thanks for hearing out!
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Why is it happening? Depression is caused by an imbalance of neurotransmiters in the brain(serotonin,dopamine) anti depressents are for the purpose of supplamenting these imbalances. Have you still been taking medication? perhaps the episodic nature of your depression is because of times you forgot to take them? most depression is episodic people aren’t usually depressed 24/7
By the way your username is great be positive : )
i wanna be your sunshine.
Find someone to love
thank you so much!! no i didnt stop… i took them for a period of four months.. but it didnt help a lot!!!
it seems your bipolar , just like me! I’m tormented by this for like seven years but now its worser than ever. your not the only one. Would luv to talk to you in private , anytime.