fuck life , im done.

Well I am reading this and I am very sad that you feel so bad and low that you would leave no room for consideration to an alternative, have you considered what your death will be like or what pain it will cause the people in your life that do give a fuck about you. I think before you follow through with anything of this nature you owe to your family and friends to at least give life another fair chance. You have no real idea what lies on the other side and what if you die and awake to find it is more fucked up then what you died to escape and there is no suicide to run to there but it is an enternity. You need to change your way of thinking and live the life God intended for you, if you havent given God a fair chance you owe him and yourself that much. Think about, death from this life is eternal, but the soul never dies, and where the soul lives on is determined by our choices in this life. I love you and am praying for you.