I guess it’s safe to say hello again cuz im officually depressed from another break up :/ uhg #TeenageProblems. Had another account, completely forgot all the info on it. Ha, its weird cause I remeber signing up to SP the first time. I was little and I thought police were going to come to my house and take me away because I was suicidal. Gosh, when we first learn how the internet works. Well I’ve changed alot. Let me introduce myself. My name is Daniel Nuñez. I would prefer if you call me Nøødlez instead, it makes me feel sucure about myself and all that like Im surrounded by friends. Well… not really much to know about me other than Im a computer geek. I guess my whole life has been about computers basically. I don’t really have friends, I have people that are nice to me, but lets be honest, thats out of sympathy. I have now never actually had a real person in my life once(Realashionship whise) Todays spose to be mine and my ex’s anaversery.. until she broke up with me yesterday. I feel bad though. She turned everything that she hated :/ When I started to date her she told me that any promise she makes will always last. Of course I pulled yeah, thats what everyonr said. Then she said, “Im not like everyone.” It warmed my heart. It truely did. And thats when I fell in love. And I made her promise me that
had to pause and think about all of this. just as a flashback. Kinda breaks my heart.
If she ever stopped loving me then just say. I wont get mad or anything. We promised eachother alot of things in a month. Then one day we got in a fight over.. she wanted to sext and I wasnt really in the mood. So I said not right now. She got all ***** and went ape shit on me. But no… she does it all the time to me… uhg again.
She broke my heart. Then SHE asked me out again. I already knew that she would do it again. Like the day before yesterday I spent all night cheering her up over herself(Those thoughts were you blame yourself for everything) Then She fell asleep. I told her how much I loved her like I usually do when she falls asleep. Then next morning I called her like I do every morning to say good morning to her and for her to start my day. i guess a called her like 7 times in that day. She never picked up. Then around 10pm ish she says “Were done” Like ouch… that hurt and then i replied a sad face, (by then I was trying not to ball up in tears cuz I was on skype with these people I play Minecraft with) And asked me if I was mad like she was a mean troll. I responded with no. Im in love with you and I will never get mad at you. I am sad, sad about the situation, but I am in love with you. She was just mainly “Wow your pathetic(Mood whise)” Then she said I hope we can still be friends and maybe when we get back in school and get to know eachother again we can start going out.
My answers going to be no, and if she does even ask me out. I willhave to say no :/ I mean to break my heart once, and then ask me back then to dump me again… wow maybe I am pathetic. Its weird Cuz i remember her balling her eyes out when her ex dumped her over facebook. damb :I uhg
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Anyways this thread was suppose to be about me… like Anyones going to read or comment anyways :/
Txt: 951 – 468 – 8789
Also I really need someone to talk to
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Knew noone would reply :/
Hey noodles. I would text but I’m in the uk.
me too
It’s easy to look at a situation of a past relationship and know it’s pathetic but once emotions are involved it makes you forget the facts of it.
Real love is looking past everything because you want to be with a person, which you have, and it wont matter how shitty the situation gets because love overwhelms the logic and has us doing stupid things or accepting bad things.
But once in a while it pays off to listen to the logic.