Every morning, no matter what, I wake up feeling pain. Even if the previous day was great, Â I wake up with sadness. Â I suppose this is just the nature of depression, but I wish I could at least wake up feeling hopeful, even if the rest of my day is terrible.
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most days are crappy. but i have had a few that start good. question (for me) is how do they end.
hope your day picks up
I think most people wake up that way, maybe not the exact feeling but something similar. Maybe that is why coffee is so popular? we need that caffeine and sugar in the morning to make us feel better?
I feel the same way :/ mornings and nights are the worst for me.
hmm another thought, for me at least sleeping is the best part of my day so maybe I wake up sad because waking up means no more sleep
Everyday its the same for me… The thought that i am still alive and still have to face all the shit again makes me sad…. Wish i could sleep and never get up …. That would be a beautiful end…
@uselessme: Thanks 🙂
@WhatAmIDoingHere: Hmm maybe I should start drinking coffee. And sleeping is usually the best part of my day too, unless I have flashbacks
@kalisue: Me too. Although night is bad because when I am falling asleep I have no distractions and end up thinking of unhappy things. Which is why I try to stay up as late as possible so when I do go to bed, I fall asleep instantaneously. It makes me tired all the time, but it beats crying to sleep
@lonelyash: Same I wish it was that easy.
I hear you. I’ve done the same thing. I think what makes me wake up sad, is being completely alone, having nothing at all to look forward to, the same routine, and obviously the moral of my suicide story. It’s overwhelming each day. You’re not alone though
I am surrounded by people- friends, family, everyone, but there is this feeling of unhappiness and loneliness which always surrounds me…. Morning, nights, all of them are terrible, yet i always dream of a good life about to come