I’ve been thinking recently, I could just die right now, it’s the most truthful thing I’ve said in a while. I’ve stopped eating, I’m throwing it all away… there’s starving people out there, why should I eat, when they have to wait… Everyday, I’m breaking apart it’s tearing out every trace of my heart. Do you feel this too? When doubt hits you hard… anyway, where should I start?
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Most people here seem to follow that same line of thought i.e why should i get (insert good thing here) when i don’t even want to live, and while other people out there who do want to live fight for these things. The thing is, it’s not helping those starving people out there for you to stop eating; infact it would probably be insulting to them that you weren’t appreciating your blessings.
What are you doubting? Your will to live?
start by eating. i dont eat for days because i cant. not anorexic but im ill so it makes it hard to digest, hard to go to the bathroom etc. but like youre saying there are starving people out there… try helping some out.
i agree with scar too. you are fortunate enough to have the ability to eat. take advantage, its one of those little things you dont appreciate till you cant do it. kinda like with sleeping (ive been up for more than 72 hours if you have seen my posts and replys, this is normal for me) you must appreciate these little blessings in disguise.
Scar and newdawn you two just seem to have a way to put the silver lining on everything, hahah.
damn sonic your blowing up my already physically big head haha. but thanks i guess my life experiences have given me insight to many things. the more bad things happen to me, the more i learn from them. at least i try to.
There is always good to be seen. Our darker feelings may cloud our vision, but with the light of loving feelings we can see the good wherever it manifests itself. That’s what i like to believe.
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ditto