I Want To End It Now…

I don’t know what to do anymore i just want to end it I’m thinking whats the point anymore…..that’s the real question Whats the Point? you know it will be so easy putting a gun to my head but the hard part would be pulling the trigger and thinking what would everyone do when I’m gone would anyone notice my best friend died yesterday he was 16 and you know what the scary part about is death was that he killed him self i miss him so much you have no clue how much i want to be with him i was in love with him and i never got to tell him his funeral is on Saturday next week and i don’t know if I’ll go but i will when ever one leaves him gonna be the last one to leave cause i,m gonna sit there and talk to him and tell him everything I’m telling you now….I miss you so much Kaden and i don’t know why you didn’t talk to me i should of noticed the signs i should of talked to you i should of been the one to save you…..I love you so much and i miss you…..maybe well see each other sooner then we think….:'(