I am fourteen years old.
I have depression, I am bipolar, I have borderline personality.
I take medication for what doctors have diagnosed me with.
I do not let these diagnostics define me.
I’m a past self-harmer. I’ve attempted suicide 4 times in the past 2 years.
I was admitted into the hospital for destroying my home, and attempting to end my life.
I’ve attempted to OD on Tylenols, and Ibuprofen.
I didn’t take enough, I woke up in the morning, with a raw throat, unable to swallow and eat.
I just want you guys to know something. Those who are depressed, feel alone, helpless, just know, IT WILL GET BETTER.
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I started highschool this past August, and I can not be happier. I feel my life has meaning. I don’t know what happened over the summer, but I’m just grateful it did. Life has purpose.
Please, do not give up. You will be okay one day. Life gets better. Relax.
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Breathe in, breathe out.
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2 comments
True that! I hope you’ll stray strong! I remember being 14 and self destructive! Trust me, in a few years it won’t even matter that you attempted suicide and you’ll be able to move on with your life.
It may very well get better… if you can afford the health insurance to pay for anti-depressants and the like. (I live in the U.S. Hooray.)