The voices are inside my head constantly, they’re always screaming at me, you’re no good, why are you still alive… you have nothing to live for, you should kill yourself because you’re unimportant, you know you want to kill yourrself…why not do it,you’re fat you dont need to eat, DIE, DIE, DIE…
I hate the voices so much, i try so hard not to listen, but they’re so loud and are always screaming these things at me repetedly. They wont stop.
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But you don’t believe them right?
Sometimes i dont
The only one of those voices that seems as though it may be true is “you know you want to kill yourself”. You’re not worthless or unimportant and i’d be willing to bet you’re not fat either. Why do these voices tell you all this nonsense?
You need to let someone, a parent, a counselor, whoever….know that you are hearing voices. This is something that can be completely controlled with medication. You need to get some relief from this happening. Once on medication, you will be able to think more clearly. You are not unimportant. If you are having weight issues, you can come up with an eating and exercise plan. Your weight does not make you worthless. Weight can be lost so it’s not like you’re stuck with some kind of permanent deformity. Weight loss doesn’t happen overnight though and you have to be dedicated. I know you can do this! But nothing good is going to happen until you can get rid of the voices you are hearing. It must be incredibly stressful, but you need to let someone know this is happening. Good luck to you!
The voices lie.
The truth is that we love you as you are, KB.
Dont be afraid to ask and receive pro med help.
I wish you Peace.
Listin to Music…. Let your mind change the subjetc for a little wile
I know you can change your inner voice katiebear!! 🙂 You are much more powerful than those voices! 🙂