i cant take this anymore. if i open up to pmy parents, ill hurt them. if i open up to 99% of my friends, theyll make me feel stupid and yell at me for feeling like this. they dont understand that they make it worse by doing that. i cant take this anymore. i want all of this to end.
my throat hurts from trying to choke myself over the weekend. it hurts to yawn. ijust .. dont see a point anymore. i want ot die. please let me out of this hell.
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im so upset i cant even spell right haha
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everything sucks. im so sorry to everyone.
(what sucks more is that ill attempt suicide and send out a mass apology, but when i cant get it done i feel like an attention whore and i feel horrible for scaaring other people.)
i feel exactly the same whenever i say ime going to do it and dont doit i feel like a winging little bitcch i just want to die now
hello, add me to facebook id like to chat if you dont have it make one. jaime michieli