Hmmm

Unfortunately, I have returned. Aha. I’m laughing. Why? Because it’s not that I have ‘returned’, I’ve always been here. I’m just in the front right now. Clara has decided to pull out of the frame and I am here once more. Belle.

Now… I’ve managed to get her body a little bit addicted to sex. She’s horny a lot… and well… Clara isn’t one to try and be horny a lot. She doesn’t want to feel anything towards anyone other than her dearly beloved who passed away almost a fucking year ago. I can’t wait for when she realizes how needy she truly is. You would be very surprised if you found out how amazing she felt when I took control of the body but channeled all feeling and mental activity to her. She certainly tried to fight, and she made a rather good ‘actress’, said her partner many times, however she was tortured. And I highly enjoy this. I enjoy the fact that I am punishing her and that she is crying out so loudly but cannot do anything to me. I am her companion and I am all she has many nights. I listen to her and I help her. I am all that she needs. Anything you people say is truly meaningless. You see… even in her sexual life, she is being replaced. She’s realizing that even men, once they get tired of the flesh, will move on and abandon her; even if it means losing something to fuck. She is learning that the only individuals she can believe in and trust… devote her life to and talk to, trust her heart to…. me. And her. None other can possibly suit this without causing pain. Even now… a man who claims to be her friend outside of their sexual relationship is preying on another girl. There has been less conversation between them.. even the sex life has been slacking. He is moving on. He is tired of her. I am trying to convince her to move on before he does. She is so stubborn though, just does not want to listen. Oh well, I’ll let her hurt herself. It doesn’t matter anymore, I mean… soon she’ll be too weak to stand up to me. I’ll save this pathetic body from her idiotic actions soon enough.