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Companion

Life sucks! Killing myself in public

by Boston 8/23/2013

written by Boston

There’s no way to describe my depression, hurt, rage, and emotional pain. So many people have hurt me, turned me away, and just treated me like shit. I can’t fucking take this anymore!

I don’t care who the fuck gets traumatized as they witness my death in a busy mall or airport. I WANT THEM TO BE TRAUMATIZED. Fuck you, society! I hate this lousy, Godforsaken planet, and everyday, I hope that an asteroid or nuclear war wipes it the fuck out!

I also don’t care who the fuck misses me. They won’t be my fucking problem anymore. People don’t give half a shit about me, so […]

8/23/2013 3 comments

I’m lucky, I know

by vhanne 8/20/2013

written by vhanne

I know there are so many things to be grateful for. We are not poor, I have a relatively high paying job, a college education, I have friends, my parents are okay, I have food everyday, I am not abused, I have talents, I do not have any major problems that could be the stuff of movies or tv shows, at times I am even considered to be physically attractive by some. On the outside, I am just normal, who have NO RIGHT TO BE DEPRESSED.

But deep inside I feel dysfunctional, I cannot stop myself from dumping negative feelings in my social media accounts, and […]

8/20/2013 3 comments

Fatal Melancholy

by whyohwhysky 5/31/2013

written by whyohwhysky

Someone saved me last week from hanging myself. The loneliness was driving me mad. Yet, here I am again contemplating death. It is my refuge from the emptiness of life.

Now, I want to die because I simply don’t enjoy it. The one person who brought me joy and color to my world is now dead. I’ve been trying to move on and find happiness in the connections of those still alive, but I don’t enjoy spending time with people. Nor do I have the energy to try and find a new close companion.

So, I just sit in my room, waiting. Waiting for something to happen. […]

5/31/2013 1 comment

love vs death (please read)

by fakingit 3/3/2013

written by fakingit

she says will you love me forever
of course he says yes
but for the countless times
she seen this like all the rest
end in failure
cause people lie
for that she has yet to find
what should she do
she says
good but do you promise
no matter what he says
she will trust him
but he says yes
they end in a kiss
they are pulled together
and soon let go
apart
she locks her front door
and proceeds to her room
where her true love
awaits her
hello she says
nothing is said
because this is not a human
its a […]

3/3/2013 4 comments

Can I Do This?

by old black sheep 1/27/2013

written by old black sheep

I don’t know if this website is for this type of comment but I’m going to post it anyway just to empty my head. I have seriously been pondering suicide for the past few weeks (again) and have gotten down to a few ways to do so. My dilemma is my precious dog, who is my companion and that I love more than anything. He is so very dependent on me that he will not leave my side for any reason. My problem is what will become of him if I leave this ugly world? I don’t know anyone who would give him the love […]

1/27/2013 3 comments

Hmmm

by kyuketsuki 10/20/2012

written by kyuketsuki

Unfortunately, I have returned. Aha. I’m laughing. Why? Because it’s not that I have ‘returned’, I’ve always been here. I’m just in the front right now. Clara has decided to pull out of the frame and I am here once more. Belle.

Now… I’ve managed to get her body a little bit addicted to sex. She’s horny a lot… and well… Clara isn’t one to try and be horny a lot. She doesn’t want to feel anything towards anyone other than her dearly beloved who passed away almost a fucking year ago. I can’t wait for when she realizes how needy she truly is. You would […]

10/20/2012 2 comments

Oh, The Thinks You Can Think

by Jimmy62 10/9/2012

written by Jimmy62

When I think About You

When I think about you

I wonder if you feel whispers biting at your ear

Attempting to notify your heart

Do you hear

That you are the pinnacle of a little boyâ€™s thoughts?

I fear

Every time my memory drops an ice cube down my back

Kissing each vertebrae cold

That you are thinking about me in a shade too close to black

Because in my thoughts exhausted by you

I only concoct colors of yellow and blue

I wonder if your mind paints pictures of me

The same ones I draw of our fingers wrapping warmly

Do you […]

10/9/2012 1 comment

to cope…..

by kiku_nothing 7/3/2012

written by kiku_nothing

I sit alone in my dark corner, my insides are dead and my eyes are cold.

My eyes are flat as my sight turn to my companion, so shiny, so sharp, only one of many weapons I use to slice my wrists into shreds.

My companion’s name: ‘razor blade’

I wrap my wrists in the sleeves of my jacket.

Voices around me scream my name as I lift the barrel to my head, I place my finger on the trigger and close my eyes.

I drown out the screams to stop,My heart stops beating and I fall to the ground.

The gun falls to the ground away from me barrel still […]

7/3/2012 2 comments

by stef 6/15/2012

written by stef

i am 22.Â i am a new mother. i live to try and make the love of my life happy.

not too long ago, i chose to have a child with this man not only because i love him, but i knew he could be the wonderful husband, father and companion i have always dreamed of. we had a son almost a year ago, and they are my entire world.

i have always understood that we were completely different people butÂ knew we could make a great life for our son and ourselves. after the baby arrived, the ex girlfriend came back into the picture. little did […]

6/15/2012 4 comments

Lost my reason for living

by soulmeetsbody 5/31/2012

written by soulmeetsbody

It’s almost been a year now. A year since I pushed the only person out of my life who made life worth living. Since then I’ve become an alcoholic, abandoned my personal morals regarding premarital sex, am stuck in a relationship that I don’t know how to get out of, and have become even more depressed then I thought I could be.
Meanwhile my closest companion has gone off to better herself spiritually and with an education, and is apparently now in a relationship. Hopefully the person she is with now doesn’t hurt her as badly as I did.
I don’t know if I have […]

5/31/2012 2 comments