Hurt by them.. Help me.. I can’t take this anymore

Hi, I’m Tasha Jenay Thomas. And I’m a freshman in high school. School this year is a big change for me. I have friends… Just not in my class. There’s this girl who torture’s me with her mean looks and her mean doing’s. She talks crap behind my back like an immature person would do. She plays varsity on the volleyball team and she has a lot of friends. She thinks everyone likes her which everyone hates her. She always has to get the other girls to gang up on me and try to put me down. There’s this other girl who just moved here and I believe she hates me so much. I wish to move away from my town cause I have no life here. There’s nothing here for me in Grant Nebraska. My life is kinda good.. I have a wonderful love life. He treats me like I’m his everything and out of all the boyfriends I’ve had this one has to be the one for me. We’ve been together for a while. My last boyfriend was a fake and I couldn’t be able to trust him. I do believe that he cheated on me. After I found that out I almost committed suicide. But before that I sent out a text message that said I was sorry for what I have done in the past to all my friends. Then one of my friends called the police and sent them to my house. I was then rushed to a treatment center which helped a little. I left there less depressed and less mad at the world. Today (Tuesday October 16, 2012) was probably the worse day of my life. I feel left out.. Like an outsider and a completely hated person in the whole entire school. Being here isn’t what I want. I want different friends. I am happy sorta.. I just don’t feel the same here. I just don’t know what to do with the mean girls in my class. Someone please help me.