i had been rying to keep that im suicidal from my mom but now she knows…Â and so does my therapist… they both want me on meds but they can’t give them to me unless i say i want them because im 16 now. i hate my mom knowing… shes confronted me twice about it now and she just found out last night. i don’t know if things will be better at all but right now im not sure that anyone else knowing would help… im so lost and confused…
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First of all, your mother shouldn’t be confronting you. She should be listening to you, to your pain. But people have trouble doing that. Meds don’t solve everything but they can help us work on our lives and our place in this life with less confusion. I sense you feel paniked and violated by them knowing. I extend understanding, all I know to do.
tbh, i dont believe meds would solve anything, i think its the best decision not to take them.
regarding ppl knowing about you being suicidal, not everyone has to know about it, you need to talk to 1 person and that needs to be willing to listen and suport you in every way, thats what i think atleast.
you should try on not giving much though to it, do something to keep yourself busy so that you wont think about it.
Hope everything gets better on your side