runaway

i want to run so bad,but im scared to jump a train,i want to go somewere warm,what if the train takes me to a different country,i herd someone say once that you have to becarefull cause the train driver takes tops every once in a while to check an make sure noone jumpt the train,and they will beat you if they find you,,,i can only hope it will bring me somewere warm,my friend hitched hiked and jumpt trains all the way from california,she told me the rush she got from running,i want it so bad,but the only thing thats stoping me is my dad,i love him and miss him,but h is in prison,for ten more years,but he was never there for me,but what if he changed,im so confused,