I have been severely beaten and tortured, by cops, by deputies, by inmates, by psychOtechs, by inpatients, and by myself. Many profound cells and hallways of anguished misery, and some horrible experiences with four-point restraints and injections.
It’s like “I” am being punished for the murder of my sister. I did not actually ever do anything but be a 5150 running around on the loose–the cops always jump the gun and come upon me with full force.
No, I am not being accused of killing her, I am treated by the cops as a criminal rather than the victim I truly am. I am brought down to the scene of the crime, imagining the meeting of my sister with her murderer/s, and my innocence along with hers, corrupted by wicked action of the guilty.
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It’s like “I” am being punished for the murder of my sister. I did not actually ever do anything but be a 5150 running around on the loose–the cops always jump the gun and come upon me with full force.
You don’t deserve this…. Don’t know if you meant your being accused of killing your sister but I sure hope thats not what you meant ..
No, I am not being accused of killing her, I am treated by the cops as a criminal rather than the victim I truly am. I am brought down to the scene of the crime, imagining the meeting of my sister with her murderer/s, and my innocence along with hers, corrupted by wicked action of the guilty.