Lately I wish I could just disappear and be erased from everyone’s’ memories. I hate how everything is going, but I don’t even dare to try to attempt something. It would hurt people a lot, especially my mother who has been in a battle with cancer for almost two years. I try to be optimistic, start the day and keep in my mind that things will get better… I’m 25, and I haven’t done anything with my life. I’m tired of trying and not making anything happen, just one failure after another.
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I’m older–turned 30 last week–but I feel the same way.
I tried. I was a PhD student for the last 8 years, but all the good is done is demoralize me and screw me up emotionally even more. I’m probably leaving school without my PhD, and just a masters after 8 years of my life.
I don’t know if it’s been a consequence of my failure as a PhD student, but I doubt I’ll be able to hold down a job.
I hate my life. I hate waking up to my life. I hate seeing other more successful and more talented people than me getting along with their lives while I’m stuck in perpetual adolescence. I think it’s going to push me to eventually kill myself and hurt my parents irreparably, but I don’t think I have a choice.
I’ve been preparing my suicide note and method for the last couple months. I pray that I can find the strength to go through with it.
im so glad ur considering others feelings. most suicidal people dont think about the ones they hurt, because their emotions makes them do selfish acts unintentionally. but let me remind u that u deserve to stay. u have the strength to keep going. do not give up. i dont even need to know u to say that u r one amazing person who the world needs wether u believe it or not
Don’t give up. Your mother needs you, and you know it.