Apparently I’m “Emotionally Detached” from my feelings and emotions and relationships.
I guess my therapist is right.
Because when I become “attached” I get depressed and want to cut/kill myself.
But when im “detached” I want to cut myself so I feel again. Than become depressed and want to kill myself.
So which is the better of the two evils?
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My philosophy has always been whichever hurts less and leaves the shallower cuts
Neither. Seek door number 3.
i am no therapist…. hell – I can not even spell therapist (:
BUT, I am guessing you and I are kinda in the same place where your head / your heart simply WANTS to feel something….. wants to feel loved, feel needed, feel like there is a reason for you to be on this earth. Your soul is SCREAMING for help, but you feel nobody is listening. So, at some point – you start to feel nothing. No happiness, no energy, nothing. No cuz you dont want to feel anything, but cuz you are tired of searching for it…… I think you would run to it if you had the chance, but you are so damaged from lifes pains…. that you just want it all to end.
Am I close?