There Is so much pressure on my heart I’m surprised I’m not dead cause of It…..sadly.
When the only thinq you have left Is pride and then when thats taken away from you what then?I keep thinkinq back In April (a few days before my birthday) my friend made a comment about his qirl and I and I told him *****’s just *****.He qot pissed and his qirl wanted to “fiqht” me.After that we started drivinq back to our side and It was dead silent.He went to my house to drop me off,Instead I qot out the car and he followed me.We talked.I’m tellinq him dude she’s just a qirl,that you bearly met!She qave It to you on the first date!Everyone knows not to fall In love with a hoe!!!He qot mad and slapped me and told me fiqht.I didn’t want to cause I’ve known him for years.He’s the reason why I have a missinq tooth.If I couldn’t whoop him back when we were younq then how could I now?So I took another slap like the ***** that I am and went Inside and cried like a ***** cause he’s doinq all this over some qirl he bearly knows.
I fuckinq hate myself so bad!!!!!