That’s all. I just want anyone, someone to care. I don’t think I can feel like this much longer and still persevere. I don’t feel like anyone cares. Most days I just hope that someone asks me how I am, or offers a hug. I am usually disappointed. I feel so lonely I think I would consider jumping in front of a car, that is how awful I feel. I feel that the world would be better off without me, and that nobody would care or notice if I died.
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I know how you feel; like you just want to escape the world, but you want someone to pull you back and anchor you. The people you’re with are shitty becaue they may not understand fully of what’s going on with you, and it’s not your fault. So if you’re looking for people that will care about you, welcome to the right place. I promise to care, even try to give you a hug, because on here we are the family of outcasts because no one understands. If you ever need anyone, just call out.
-TR
I don’t know you, but I can understand a little of your pain and loneliness.
wouldn’t you care? and aren’t you the most important? also, sometimes people do notice you’re sad, but they think that asking/bothering you about it will make you feel worse or something
I think I know how you feel. People around me seems too busy chasing after their goals or being in their own little world to care what others are feelings. The truth is people/everyone will let you down at some point in your life, no matter if you think they are the greatest in the world. But the important thing to remember that we are not just some random cosmic accidents despite what science class teaches. Know that you are simply loved, for just being you. I have always had this terrible habit of comparing myself to others and wishing that if I was better at something or the best at something people would notice and pay attention. But that’s not true. Fame fades, those who are in the spotlight are often the loneliest. We don’t have to compare to others, we are created to be unique and irreplaceable even if we are not perfect. Some times winning the battle is simply going on to live another day. There is a truth, and it is that you are loved.
I am at the same place. The person who cared the most for me, my Sister is married just a lil while ago and is thousands of miles away.
In fact, I have no friend, or anyone for that matter who even sees the pain in my heart.
I am still holding on to life, hoping that something will come around, I am not sure when this hope will break down.
You are not alone in this! I am here to you.
-P
Hey 13vida,
Thanks so much. Here it is like we can exist in a world unto ourselves, with people that actually GET IT, and not just say oh “Well things will get better, so sorry to hear… but I’m busy, I miss you, hang in there…. ttyl.” I should be more patient with these people because they are my support system outside of SP but I get frustrated!!! You’re exactly right… I want someone to pull back and anchor me before I drift too far off to sea!!!
Some Random Man- thanks for responding.
Messimaestro- I should care ab out myself but when I’m feeling this depressed… I don’t have energy to ta care for myself, or believe I am the most important.