Finally saw my best friend. She is alive and as beautyful as ever:) Â but we did a lot of talking.. She is going to go through with her plan, but promised to stay a little longer because I need her. I guess I accept her leaving me, so long as its not anytime soon.
She is the only one who knows exactly what is going on right now and I can’t loose the other person that I love and that is apart of who I am.
Last night was a night of reassurance, so long as she keeps her promise. at least for now