maybe i should have killed myself when i had the chance, when i was ready to die, when i had nothing to loose.. that probably would have been the right thing to do.. but of course.. i make yet ANOTHER wrong fucking goddamn decision. fuck it. fuck this. fuck everyone. fuck me. FUCK LIFE. could honestly punch a hole in my fucking goddamn fucking wall for fucking chirsts sake.
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Miss Abselom, please… You can’t help those that DON’T want help. Also, since you are in control of your life, choose/decide/just do it… LIVE your life and enjoy it. If someone else is fine being shitty, it’s no longer your concern. Unless you’re a cop or soldier or lawyer or, you know… in charge of that person.
And don’t ruin your own living space. It’s a waste of energy and money and time. Get creative and make something awesome happen for yourself. 🙂
i want to.. but i cant.. this person means too much to me.. how do i just walk away from them? especially when i know what would happen if i did..
Taking a break is not walking away. And I can not make you do anything because you’re not a puppet. They are not controlled by your actions – it’s all self-made decisions. Just keep being nice 🙂
I don’t get it. What came along and made both your life and the suicide option more difficult? Are you pregnant?