When you have no where to run.. No one to talk to.. No place to hide. When it feels like the pain is always on repeat. When there’s always a rainy cloud hovering over your head. Nobody understands me so I start to pretend like I’m better like I’m happy. My body is numb and scarred. I want someone to save me and take me away.. Far away. Death himself maybe? I’m miserable and suffering everyday. This isn’t how life is suppose to be. When will the pain stop and the tears run dry..? When exactly is it going to get better? When will it finally be my time?