It’s hard to breathe when I serve no purpose.
I have nothing keeping me here.
I’m like a balloon on string connected to a rock, earth is the rock.
My string is coming loose and I’m bound to float away soon.
Ha, 16 and thoughts like this. Kinda sad, but I would help it if I could, I just can’t.
Living, breathing, laughing, smiling, it all seems so difficult and out of reach.
I’m unable to handle it all.
Have mercy on what’s left of my soul.
Depression is taking over and I’m trying to escape.
One option.
One solution.
One blade, a big decision.
Pointless is thy and thy is pointless.
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why do you believe these things? I’m 17 n deal with this too so maybe I can help you or relate to you.
Being picked on my whole life all through school, I’m “worthless, ugly attention seeker” ect.
You can be told these things so many times before you actually believe it.
:l ppl dont realize how their words can affect ppl dont let those things get toyou.. I used to b called michael jackson bc of my pale skin n black hair.. the would put theyre fist on my back n bend my knee to make me do his famous move. also chukee or however it’s spelled bc of my freckles.. that and I’m a girl so it added on to the humiliation bc those r males. they would call me fat. ugly. but I learned to forgive them, for myself. I also used to be made fun of actually to this day bc of my accent n how quiet I am. the thing is they never knew I was suicidal. dont let them get to you any longer. their ignorance is not your reality.
Yesh I’m also being picked on to this day,
How is it fun for them to pick on people? It’s bullshit.
And not fair. They’re idiots.
they just have to grow up. and its sad that theres some adults out there who havent even matured.. like older ppl… i know a lady who disrespects people as if she was a 13 year old student talking back to a teacher. dont give anyone the power over you. thats yours to keep and they can go eff a goat.