It has been two years today since I lost my best friend and love of my life Zach to suicide. I was the last to talk to him but I was so busy I couldn’t really talk. His mom texted me the next day telling me his little sister found him and it was my fault since I was the last to talk to him and I would burn in hell with him. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about him. There is not much left for me anymore. I do not know what to do. I do not think I can hold out much longer. It may be time to go into the light soon.
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Ouch! Zach’s mother actually said that to you?!? If anything, it wouldn’t have been your fault as suicide isn’t really something you just go and do instantly, it would be a feeling you’d have for a while. At least that’s what I think, I’m yet to be proven otherwise…
What a *****. There’s no way in hell it is your fault unless you pull the trigger. I’m sorry your holding all this guilt, but it’s time for you to wash your hands clean and move on guilt free.
IntoTheLight,
these people have to blame someone they can’t blame themselfs! do like Blackhole said and there isn’t any light so stick around as long as you can.
thank you all for responding. i try to tell myself everyday that it isn’t my fault. just wis i could hear him one more time