41 one more days tell i am done. the plan is set in stone i have the gun i have the note. i just need time to move faster. 41 more days in hell, 41 more days of pain. i am looking forward to my final rest.
41 more days to see some sort of light. You don’t have to do this, it can’t be the only way. I want to go out in the same respect, i have a gun, and not much to say. Talk to me, you’re holding on just a bit, a bit that could save your life.
thare is no reason to same my life. if it is saved i will only go back to the same job i have hated for the last 5 years and the same family that dose not want me around . there is no point
Hey skyinsatan…reminds me of an episode of Big Bang Theory…42 haha off by one
@Th3DarkTow3r
I have been waiting over 50 years to get better…how come you are putting so much pressure on yourself? Getting “better” doesn’t take time…it takes work…sorry. And personally I find that better is not a good word…but it can and will get easier. Are you seeing a councillor or therapist? What have you been doing to make yourself “better”? Sorry you are dealing with so much pain, fear and confusion…I hear ya…but the only way out of it…is unfortunately through it.
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41 more days to see some sort of light. You don’t have to do this, it can’t be the only way. I want to go out in the same respect, i have a gun, and not much to say. Talk to me, you’re holding on just a bit, a bit that could save your life.
thare is no reason to same my life. if it is saved i will only go back to the same job i have hated for the last 5 years and the same family that dose not want me around . there is no point
Why 41 days? What makes that the majic number?
Why 41 days? What makes that the majic number?
Maybe it’s symbolic that he he could never quite find the answer to the universe (42).
If you want to talk, let me know. You can email me.
as of the 21 of January it will be then end of the year i gave my self to see if things get better. They don’t not for me anyway
Hey skyinsatan…reminds me of an episode of Big Bang Theory…42 haha off by one
@Th3DarkTow3r
I have been waiting over 50 years to get better…how come you are putting so much pressure on yourself? Getting “better” doesn’t take time…it takes work…sorry. And personally I find that better is not a good word…but it can and will get easier. Are you seeing a councillor or therapist? What have you been doing to make yourself “better”? Sorry you are dealing with so much pain, fear and confusion…I hear ya…but the only way out of it…is unfortunately through it.
Peace
Amakua