I lost the one thing that mattered the most in the world and i don’t want to live on this planet anymore. She is the most wonderful, beautiful, artistic, intelligent person in the world and now I’m lost. Every moment I spend with her is magical and a single second without her is agony. All I want is to hold her, to kiss her… but it will always be out of my reach. I love her more than life itself, I need her. I don’t want to live on this planet anymore.
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Get over it
Ok, that’s a little harsh Donnie, but , life does goes on. I’m older here on this site and have had many meaningful relationships that had at one point come to an end. they all seem like their the one and life can’t go on…..but it does go on and the next is always better than the last. that’s life.
i agree with blackhole i too have had many meaningless relationships that came to an end,but that doesn’t stop me from trying again.
I was going over that less than a year ago too and found it incredibly difficult not to follow my emotions. I must admit that it all worked out well apart from one thing, she was the most dreadful kisser I’ve ever met. We were together for almost a year, but then while I was abroad (studying in the UK), she got married to another guy… I thought she was the biggest mistake in my life and I’ve decided to forget her by focusing on my studies and my career. That went very well, but on top of that, a couple a months ago, I’ve met the most lovely girl in the world, so the life goes on and I will all the best to you!!!
I know EXACTLY how you feel.. I almost wish you were my ex hahah.. yeah he’s with someone else now though.. I broke up with him. now I’m realizing that he was the one. he was my soulmate and I threw that away. I will never forgive myself for letting him go, even though he was abusive towards me. I love him, but I lost him and I won’t be able to live without him… I’m just letting you know I know exactly how you feel right now. its crushing pain and I would give ANYTHING IN THE WORLD to get him back.. your not alone.